We are living in a most captivating era! In India, a Swami (holy man) is busted for sex tapes. That’s gotta be the motherlode of karma. In Brazil, a 74-year old priest is charged with pedophilia. Then an oil rig sinks into the ocean and officially becomes a natural disaster. We are spending $161 billion on Iraq/Afghanistan while millions suffer here at home (maybe that’s the motherlode of karma) and there is a blizzard on the planet Saturn that is visible from here! The list just keep going. The only thing that I find encouraging right now is that Sandra Bullock filed for divorce and adopted a baby boy from New Orleans.
Being what I am, I chose to look into my human being to see what I was reflecting into the world with the world reflecting all that back at me. I realized that my past was lived passively, deeply rooted in the fear of living my truth. Afraid of my own power and grace, I hid behind relationships that required so much attention that I would be eclipsed. Being eclipsed meant living co-dependently which was much easier than looking into the mirror of my own design.
It took loads of courage and a grand canyon of empty space but basically, I buckled down and decided to study myself, my choices and grow from there. Not easy work (absolutely no fun!) yet something kept urging me deeper into the center of my being, into my humanness. Angel kind gets all the credit! FYI, getting quiet and solitary upsets the apple cart for the many who expect ongoing validation for their dysfunctional imprint. I got to see who my friends really were in the end. Quite an unexpected gift!
So, here it is, in a nutshell, all the stuff that I was afraid of :
I am intense, loyal, powerful, strong, intelligent, vibrant, intuitive and love-based. On the average, a force of nature. I am a dragon, a lion, a bear, an eagle, a bull and a dolphin all wrapped up into one beast. I am human and I am angel in equal parts. I can be kind but I can also be fierce and that’s new. I don’t like narcissism, lying, manipulation, a lack of kindness or generosity. In fact, those attributes are official disqualifiers from my life. I respect the quality of my life and love spending time alone because it fills me completely. My soul is much bigger than I thought. My heart is still innocent. Agendas are offensive yet I have learned how to say “no” and have my “no” respected. Thank you Theta! I am a profoundly gifted healer. Thank you God! It’s a state of grace when my relationships are reciprocal because I can then truly delight in them. Motherhood is my greatest god-given gift. I love my children beyond words. Lastly, I love to help human beings heal forward with Angel Energy and I believe in this planet, Earth.
Deep Exhale! Looking at one little paragraph that sums me up feels so liberating. Not what I expected! I am learning that this is a solid foundation for an identity that I can trust because it’s authentic. Authentic = Real. My old friend fear has a way of cloaking the truth and keeping everything so perfectly convoluted. Not anymore! Coming out the other side, is sublime! Let’s remember that for the next round.
So, when the world is screaming for change, stop everything and claim your identity. Scary as that sounds, claiming your identity can change the world. One person at a time can cause a ripple effect of such expanse that I am in awe at the mere thought! Imagine the possibilities!
A soul message from Marianne Williamson: Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, “Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?” Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world…As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
“Nothing real can be threatened;nothing unreal exists. Therein lies the peace of God.”
A Course in Miracles
Beautiful. Cant get enough of this
Those are some beautiful words. Thank you for this powerful blog!
Thank you for your kind support Karue. It is an honor that you are connecting to Angel Energy from Nairobi. We love seeing our spiritual family continue to expand and grow globally. Many blessings of radiant, unconditional LOVE to you and your family.
this is very inspiring. it has touched my soul
Welcome to Angel Energy and thank you beloved Martha.
May peace be with all and the Divine bless all.. Its an eye opener.. Thank you so much for the wisdom…
I really connect with your words and your self realization of your true being.
Thank you for your beautiful words
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